i am not afraid to walk this world alone.

lol oh hi guys

Fri, 03 Jun 2011 01:33:00 -0600

I honestly only am keeping this blog to creep the IP codes of every anon I’ve ever gotten and see how that links to my new blog, and see whose been creeping on me and I’m creeping back because who really sleeps at 1:30AM anymore. sleep is overrated.
good times on a thursday night.
on a small unrelated note, I might start posting here again. for small, unimportant things. because nobody really cares about my personal, and I can’t be bothered by complaining too much on my main blog. hey, why not.
you should go follow me though, because I’ll love you forever.
-dr0paheart. my blog owns yours.
lolkbye.

Fuck you.

Sat, 15 Jan 2011 22:03:00 -0700

hey thanks.

come off anon.
i dare you.

Fuck you.

Fri, 14 Jan 2011 23:51:49 -0700

thanks, babe. you too.

pinklysmooth: -ihateyourguts: missghoul: IF SOMEONE GAVE ME...

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 23:06:41 -0700

pinklysmooth:

-ihateyourguts:

missghoul:

IF SOMEONE GAVE ME THIS FOR VALENTINE’S DAY I’D PROBABLY GIVE THEM MY FIRST BORN.

(via holymushbatman)

-bruisedandscarred asked: followed btw. :P & i promise a follow back when i’m on later.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 22:17:29 -0700

-bruisedandscarred asked:
followed btw. :P
& i promise a follow back when i’m on later.

Anonymous asked: How come your deactivating your account? D: and I’d love to see the new one...

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 22:10:30 -0700

Anonymous asked:
How come your deactivating your account? D:
and I’d love to see the new one :P
i’m still unexcited to do it- i’ll probably end up still posting a few pictures and an update here every few days. mostly, this is because of a fuckload of tumblr drama. basically, i just need an account where i can write all my feeligs, without being worried about hurting anyone.
and if you come off anon, i’ll tell you the url ;3

Anonymous asked: Definitely want your new one :) silly anon , tell me who you are. i’d be...

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 22:00:59 -0700

Anonymous asked:
Definitely want your new one :)
silly anon , tell me who you are. i’d be more than happy to tell you (:

ATTENTION FOLLOWERS: DEACTIVATING THIS ACCOUNT.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 20:43:21 -0700

it’s caused nothing but trouble. i will be deactivating when i wake up tomorrow morning.
if you want to follow my new account, leave me an ask box message telling me that you would like the new url, and i will leave it in your box.
thank you.

ATTENTION FOLLOWERS: DEACTIVATING THIS ACCOUNT.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 20:43:06 -0700

boburnham: here’s to the past // a day to remember

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 20:03:06 -0700

boburnham:

here’s to the past // a day to remember

i'm sorry.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 19:57:00 -0700

please, don’t cry.
that is the last thing i ever intended to do. i am hurt right now, and it makes me mad. it makes me mad because you now scare me, and for the longest time you were the only one who didn’t.
i don’t hate you. i still love you more than anything else. but i’m not okay, and my last straw was pulled today. i’ve been extremely patient. but i ran out. and i really do find that understandable. i signed up for friendship. not fucking bruises.
i can only continue living tongue in cheek for so long before i break.
i miss you. old you. the new one makes me feel… asjfsld. i’m not sure how to put it. unsafe. unhappy. uneasy. unaccepted. i grew out of my depression, by the way. i have wanted to tell you. but i’m not exactly sure how to bring myself to say words like that out loud. i’ve been a lot happier. so you wouldn’t even have to deal with my negativity anymore. i worked on it. i cried. i cried a lot. and i changed. i haven’t cut for an entire week now, though god, i’ve been fucking tempted, and i’ll be surprised if i can make it one more, but i’m trying baby steps. i’m proud of myself. idgaf how cheesy, corny and pathetic i sound, i am. i’ve filled up an entire notebook with poems, lyrics and rhetorical letters. if i die tonight, or tomorrow night, or any night soon, tell people to check under my dresser. there’s something for everyone in there. on a brighter note, i feel so much better. but certain people and attitudes still bring me down. and i just can’t afford to try anymore. i’m sorry. i tried hard for a really long time, but i can’t try anymore. it’s taking everything out of me, and i feel it is absolutely worthless to keep trying - who are we kidding, huh? the damage has been done. people change. feelings fade. i suppose that saying will always apply.
i’ll miss you. i do already. but i guess this is what’s best.
goodbye.

i'm so disappointed in myself.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 18:28:53 -0700

i need to let you go. i really do. i’m hurt. physically and emotionally. i’m unhappy. i can’t deal with having you around, and all i want is to leave. leave, never look back, find another person to tell me beautiful lies. but somehow, i can’t.
i can’t forget all the inside jokes. the good nights. the terrible nights. the times when both of us were barely hanging on by a thread, and the only thing we had was eachother. i can’t forget the nicknames. i can’t forget all of our pictures. i just can’t forget about all of it.
although i’m pissed as hell at you right now, although the fact that i got hit today and my back STILL hurts like hell, i’m going to ignore it. i’m going to say everything’s fine. i’m going to be okay, or at least seem okay.
maybe you shouldn’t talk to me tomorrow.
or the next day.
it’s nothing personal. i’m just mad and i need time to think.

My ask box doesn't have herpes. Fuck it for Christ sakes.

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 17:55:34 -0700

oh; it's been so long <3333

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 16:36:39 -0700

tumblr! tumblr people! MY GOD HOW IVE MISSED YOU. there’s so much to say, so much to say! (:

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Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:28:18 -0700

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Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:19:46 -0700

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Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:16:56 -0700

four people on my page atm

Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:14:51 -0700

asjksldfs its sad how happy that makes me

lulz please get the fucking hint.

Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:11:00 -0700

lulz please get the fucking hint.

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Sun, 05 Dec 2010 15:05:57 -0700